My little man

Jul 12, 2007 18:45

I got home from work yesterday and went to feed Sami, my hamster, but he was dead in his cage. It was really sad...just to see him just laying there and not moving or anything. I buried him after I got off work at the desk last night...and my mom stayed on the phone with me while I did it so I wouldn't have to be alone. He's buried in the quad so it's a nice area he has to look over at. My room is quiet now and lonely. Last night I didn't hear him running in his wheel and that made me sad.
But today, I found the picture of him that I had packed away and I put it in the spot that his cage used to be, so that made me feel a little bit better. After I buried him, I felt a little better, too, even though I didn't want to leave him.
I think the worst part was that it was so sudden. I had had a bad feeling the night before, but other than that it was totally unexpected :-(

I feel like I've reverted back to being a little kid. But I think that's okay every now and then...
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