i have a knot in my back and it hurts.

Dec 15, 2004 21:21

i saw oceans twelve, and it reminded me of a while ago.
which is weird.
remember a while ago? when we hung out with them, or talked to them still. a while ago was a pretty awesome time and i thank God for having a while ago.

but then i recognize the blessing He has so abundantly given to me, and even though He doesnt promise me tomorrow, if He allows it i will soon have a while from now, when ill talk to them, and hang out with them, and see them, those people who i didnt think i would ever talk to or meet. i use to get really nostalgic about certain times, and feel bad that they were over, but i dont anymore. not simply because times now are good, because a lot of times theyre bad. sometimes now is downright terrible. but i have today. and His will is being realized through me. and He is using me, and its all to glorify Him. and i couldnt be more excited.

i really genuinely feel it. feelings are neither here nor there, neither right nor wrong, but its more than that. i know so deeply that His will is being done and im seriously overwhelmed. im seriously overwhelmed. you dont get it yet. i am seriously overwhelmed with this awesome feeling and knowledge of God doing what He desires through me, a lowly awful man, whos best comes nowhere near His least. i am nothing, yet He makes me something.

seriously so awesome, you, my friend, should get in on this!
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