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Jul 20, 2004 22:35

Hmmm... today was cool i guess. I was in Seattle for a week. I drove home with my parents. On the way back we stopped at A&W in Paso and had our eats at the park and I saw Anicia as we left. (I was gonna call her but I was reading a gnarly book. I was sure she'd understand ey?) My brother is married now. Im gonna be an uncle.

Im also like, kind of sad because of the world... discouraged is probably a better word. Ive got to pray about this stuff because they arent my problems, but i feel so bad anyways. I also feel unaccomplished because I didnt work for a week. BUT Jesus is good.

Ive been thinking a lot about Jesus because i read The DaVinci Code (fiction) and a theory in it said that Constantine had the Bible written to protect the then growing Christian church but he edited a bunch of stuff and Jesus wasnt actually divine, just a guy, and he was married to Mary Magdeline and had a child and the church has been covering ever since. The book was actually about the Holy Grail which wasnt a cup, but Mary Magdeline's tomb and hundreds of ancient documents that confirmed she wed Jesus and had a kid.

Yeah crazy. I didnt believe it but I was thinking was it possible that Constantine or someone did edit Biblical texts.. Was it possible that people's own agenda affect what I believe.. man, that would suck. But I know Jesus. Ive felt Him and spoken with Him and lived by Him... Religion can be a gnarly thing. My relationship with the Lord stands firm, but I need to know what I believe without being told. I wish I could read Hebrew and go to the source.

I freaking hate that DaVinci book.

BUT goodietwosleeves.com is getting an overhaul piece by piece off-line. Then it will all fly on at once! yeah.

Please pray for me.
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