crazy
my computers clock says the year is 2001.
today has been terrible. Its been so bad. I couldn't be happier though. seriosuly. for some reason Im under such a strong attack today and every jab for some reason I kept praying for more patience, and more humility, and I even thanked God at one point. man, like how awesome did that make today? very awesome. God let me laugh at different things, and put other ones into perspective. Seriously so much went wrong today but Im blessed and have joy. im distracted though because of some things going on that dont even have anything to do with me but my heart is still breaking and yearning for God to intervene. it a good sort of heartbreak, kind of like a conviction for the lost thing i guess. but man i had to tell somebody just how much God has changed bad into good today. He's going to do it for you too. ask Him.
on another note, watashi wa is climbing the charts of my favorite band again. theyre at sixth favorite or something right now. hah. i just thought "what if i made a real chart, like in billboard magazine, but of my current favorite bands?.." so funny. sounds like something id do, huh.
today has been terrible. Its been so bad. I couldn't be happier though. seriosuly. for some reason Im under such a strong attack today and every jab for some reason I kept praying for more patience, and more humility, and I even thanked God at one point. man, like how awesome did that make today? very awesome. God let me laugh at different things, and put other ones into perspective. Seriously so much went wrong today but Im blessed and have joy. im distracted though because of some things going on that dont even have anything to do with me but my heart is still breaking and yearning for God to intervene. it a good sort of heartbreak, kind of like a conviction for the lost thing i guess. but man i had to tell somebody just how much God has changed bad into good today. He's going to do it for you too. ask Him.
on another note, watashi wa is climbing the charts of my favorite band again. theyre at sixth favorite or something right now. hah. i just thought "what if i made a real chart, like in billboard magazine, but of my current favorite bands?.." so funny. sounds like something id do, huh.