Mar 07, 2006 16:40
it felt great to finally breath in the 2 degree manhattan wind and fill my lungs until they froze. my uncle looks so much well to much like my dad to even describe. it hurt...it hurt real bad. when reality hits you, you cant help put flow with it. he called me Niquester, as strange as that sounds his vioce made me close my eyes and wish when i opened them that it was my dad standing there with his tattooed, warm arms by his sides looking at me with that smile he only showed when he was with me and dami. such a hard, cold exterior hid such a loving and sad man. i just turned in my 16 page memior. the entire thing, from beginning to9 end was about him. i think that was the hardest thing i have ever had to write, my mom really helped me out with it tho. it was good for us i guess.
my new car./..my new best friend! i love my car! im hoping to buy a body kit soon along with another stamp on my sholder. ima get a lion gargoyle for my brother. i think im going to be covered by tattoos by the time i turn 18, lol, right after that one i have so many more planned and with my job i have so much money i dont know what to do with it. not something just any 16 year old girl can say! my birthday is so in 33 days! then just 365 to go! kk well im out.