Life sucks.
I'm not happy with my current living situation. I'm looking for a new place, and though I know I can't afford to move in right away, I know that as soon as I am done-done with camp I'll be able to save up money quick to do so. It's just so akward being here, and it makes me feel lost within myself and there's not much I can do about it. I'm seriously thinking of living in the cabin, if worse comes to worse. I'll build a fire in the middle of the room, if I must! Mom and Rick would probably thank me for them not having to deal with tearing it down themselves anyhow if that were to be a bad idea... har har.
Life sucks right now. Even with the awesomely good, the bad can overshaddow anything else. Right now I'm not even on my own computer, in my own room, or hell, in my own apartment. This sucks. And the guilt trip? Just makes me want to leave PRONTO. Maybe I'll work all doubles, get a second job, and pay rent at both places so they can't guilt me anymore. It'd be worth it. I'm not happy. I'm completely miserable.