But... but... WHERE'S THE SUN?
Have you ever made a decision on a whim just in hopes of things turning for the better while you're in a slump, only to have it majorly backfire?? Oh yea.
Blurp. I'm ready for a schedule. I'm ready for some groundwork to my life. I'm just ready for a LIFE.
I'm ready to get rid of this bug. I think I'm mostly over it. The other day I slept all day long until Randy woke me up for dinner, then I was back in bed two hours or so after that.
I'm ready to be rid of my pain. I hate genetics. How come my mom and my aunts all had this problem when they were in their 30's and 40's? I'm not even 23 yet! I can't even sit down without yelping.
I think it's time to seek a different back doctor. The one in Midland never called me back and kept trying to send me to my family doctor. I can't go to my fam doctor, he doesn't even know about it! It's bad to the point to where sometimes I can't move.
I'm ready to fit back into my clothes anytime now. Yup. Any time.
I'm just ready to be happy. I AM NOT HAPPY.