Uh oh.... [Private]

Aug 18, 2009 09:25

A campout? Campout as in sleeping outside at night in the middle of the square? W-w-what if I have to go to the bathroom? O_________O It'll be dark and scary and there'll be lots of strangers around... and lots of scary boys and teachers! I can't drink anything at dinner or I'm gonna regret it.

What am I gonna dooooooo. If I skip it, I miss a good chance to meet nice normal people who might like camping as opposed to rich-kid-stuff. But if I stay home, everyone might think I'm a big baby who's afraid of the dark and bugs and having bugs crawl in her hair when she sleeps and that would be awful too.

*wibbles for like 15 minutes*

Okay, I have a solution, I think.... I will panic like there is no tomorrow for the next couple hours and get it ALL out of my system. Then I will pack my things-- OH CRAP WHAT KIND OF PAJAMAS SHOULD I WEAR? They can't be too cutesy or people will think I'm trying to show off and they can't be too plain or people will think I'm lame! Auuuuugh! asdfghjkl1111

...and go and not drink anything at dinner and try to meet people and smile a lot and hopefully everything will work out fine.

*pant, pant, pant.*

I need my inhaler.

social anxiety, worries, panic, fears

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