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Saori and Rika invited their friend Yudai and spoke Japanese most of the night. Every once in a while Saori felt sorry for me and spoke a bit of English. That was nice but....way to go Dan, get her to pity you that will make her like you. Anyway, I was nice about it(very quiet) until the end of the night when I shut off the radio and yelled at them. But not I feel bad about it. I don't feel comfortable hanging out with any of them except Rika. I have also resolved to tell Saori...but probably not any time close to tonight.
I had a dream last night where I was eating at a restaurant with some friends. As I entered the restaurant, a man and his wife were hassling me. I seem to remember them not bothering me until I made a big deal about not giving them money. The man would jump around me and get in my way(only me, btw, he wouldn't do anything to my friends) and finally I got fed up with him and hit him. I hit him a few times, pretty hard, but he kept doing it, seemingly unaffected. Then his wife would plot against me with him. He had a young son who also did the same. However, the ony one I hit was the father. I actually thought *I'd* be the one in trouble because of how hard I was beating him. Finally, I went to the waiter to complain about him. Rather than calling the police on me, he said "Not them again. Ok we'll handle it" On my way back to the table there was a baby by the staircases. He looked pretty sick, but he spoke to me. It turns out he was also one of that guys' kids, along with a slightly older girl. The baby was way too young to be speaking, but this a dream so things like that happen. The baby made fun of me. Eventually, the mom and dad got arrested and someone came to take care of the baby. I felt awkward, I was the one that hit that guy so hard, all he was doing was bothering me.
So it's pretty much obvious that the family represents the people I hung out with last night. I handled not being included in their conversations the same as I handled the guy bothering me - for a time. But at the end of the night I snapped at them, just like when I went to the waiter. Finally, I feel bad for the whole thing, when essentially it's not even my fault.
Worst night in a while.
I had a dream last night where I was eating at a restaurant with some friends. As I entered the restaurant, a man and his wife were hassling me. I seem to remember them not bothering me until I made a big deal about not giving them money. The man would jump around me and get in my way(only me, btw, he wouldn't do anything to my friends) and finally I got fed up with him and hit him. I hit him a few times, pretty hard, but he kept doing it, seemingly unaffected. Then his wife would plot against me with him. He had a young son who also did the same. However, the ony one I hit was the father. I actually thought *I'd* be the one in trouble because of how hard I was beating him. Finally, I went to the waiter to complain about him. Rather than calling the police on me, he said "Not them again. Ok we'll handle it" On my way back to the table there was a baby by the staircases. He looked pretty sick, but he spoke to me. It turns out he was also one of that guys' kids, along with a slightly older girl. The baby was way too young to be speaking, but this a dream so things like that happen. The baby made fun of me. Eventually, the mom and dad got arrested and someone came to take care of the baby. I felt awkward, I was the one that hit that guy so hard, all he was doing was bothering me.
So it's pretty much obvious that the family represents the people I hung out with last night. I handled not being included in their conversations the same as I handled the guy bothering me - for a time. But at the end of the night I snapped at them, just like when I went to the waiter. Finally, I feel bad for the whole thing, when essentially it's not even my fault.
Worst night in a while.