Turmoil (or how come I'm always whining when I post to LJ)

[suikascented]

So yes, this is about Kanjani's countdown concert. Just out of impulse, I looked how much it would cost to go this winter - and if I go from the 28 to the 7, it's 520 €, which is quite very affordable. The letdown? I have to study - my finals start on the 25 of January and my holidays only last from the 24 to the 6 (thus I'd only have four days + plane flight, if I manage not to sleep through all of it and somehow concentrate). Technically I could somehow study from the 2 to the 6 in Japan, but it's unlikely that I'd be able to resist the shinyness that is Japan. And I don't even know if my parents would approve - if I could return the 2 or 3 they wouldn't mind, but then it gets helluva expensive and given the situation...

So it's once again, heart versus head. I know what I should do, but damnit, I really want to go. I have people who can ballot for me, so that's not the problem. I should wait for summer like I had planned, but I'm heckshit scared that this time, for some reason only JE can understand, they won't have a summer tour because NEWS will be touring or something. I just really don't know >________>

Sorry I still haven't replied to the last post! But I will, I promise >______>

Edit: My mother's input "Do what you want, but if you fail any of the subjects, you're not returning to Japan this summer. It's you who has to know if you can do all the work before going" So, it's up to me >___>