phone update: 2nd attempt.

[suicidology]

I'm at work right now. I'm bored out of my mind right now. I hate my job so much. It's gotten to the point where I often consider just walking out in the middle of my shift. The only thing stopping me is the fact that I'd be homeless if not for this job. That's really it's only redeeming quality. Even then, I still only get paid just enough to keep me fed and off the streets. I'm lucky if I get 1 night out on the town a month. It's been a while since I've had the money for any sort of luxuries. You know you're poor when a 30 dollar space heater is out of your price range. Shitty hours and low pay, that's my job in a nutshell. Throw a few crackheads and smelly hobos into the mix, and you've got a recipe for an Abe rage explosion. One good thing may actually come out of this job though. A girl started working here recently. A girl named Emma. She's cute, likes metal, likes weed, and most importantly seems to like me. Unfortunately the porn store says employees can't date. Emma has also nonchalantly mention that she's against dating coworkers. I'm trying to look at this in a positive light. Rather than get discouraged, I'm going to look at this as motivation to find a new job. I'm trapped here for right now. I'm taking a trip to MN in a few days, so the job hunt will have to wait. Did I mention I'm typing this on my phone? Well I am, and now seems like a good time to hit "submit", and see if this actually posts to my journal. Last time it didn't work.

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