Nothings normal
It all hurts, my body,I do admit i still care for juan, it hurts to talk to him,
and we decided to be friends and yes it will hurt to be around him.I just had a
long conv. about everything and i guess things are ok as of the fighting part but
i know we both still feel kinda hurt in some kind of way ya know?If i see him with
some girl i would flip,i dont know how he'de react to me and another guy.Im going to
go repierce my lip for the 3rd time today, blah.Nothings normal anymore and since me and juan broke up i havent ate or slept good. i only ate once since then.
So this new kid thats in my life now,steven, last night was awesome, he got along great
with my cousin which is odd because my cousin can be stuck up sometimes,and her fiance
but hes pretty laid back so i figured they would get along, you know the guy type of shit tellin jokes and what not.I cant wait to see steven on friday, itll be so much fun.
Juan is taking me to look for another job on friday afternoon, how weird is that going to be lol.
Mikey likes me alot, i mean he is now one of my good friends but i just cant see myself
likeing him like that, hes not ugly trust me hes a little cutie, its just idk not my type?? i love him though like a family memeber cause him and his mom helped me out alot.
I just dont want to see him hurt because i know theres alot of girls out there that would love to go out with him i think hes just picky perhaps lol.well g2g ttyl ..
P.S. DIANA IS A FUCKING POT HEAD AND I WANT THAT BITCH TO COME OVER AND PEIRCE MY LIP FOR ME BUT NOOOOOOO SHES AT HOME HIGH.. LIKE ALWAYS YOU COCK SUCKER! *beep beep*
and we decided to be friends and yes it will hurt to be around him.I just had a
long conv. about everything and i guess things are ok as of the fighting part but
i know we both still feel kinda hurt in some kind of way ya know?If i see him with
some girl i would flip,i dont know how he'de react to me and another guy.Im going to
go repierce my lip for the 3rd time today, blah.Nothings normal anymore and since me and juan broke up i havent ate or slept good. i only ate once since then.
So this new kid thats in my life now,steven, last night was awesome, he got along great
with my cousin which is odd because my cousin can be stuck up sometimes,and her fiance
but hes pretty laid back so i figured they would get along, you know the guy type of shit tellin jokes and what not.I cant wait to see steven on friday, itll be so much fun.
Juan is taking me to look for another job on friday afternoon, how weird is that going to be lol.
Mikey likes me alot, i mean he is now one of my good friends but i just cant see myself
likeing him like that, hes not ugly trust me hes a little cutie, its just idk not my type?? i love him though like a family memeber cause him and his mom helped me out alot.
I just dont want to see him hurt because i know theres alot of girls out there that would love to go out with him i think hes just picky perhaps lol.well g2g ttyl ..
P.S. DIANA IS A FUCKING POT HEAD AND I WANT THAT BITCH TO COME OVER AND PEIRCE MY LIP FOR ME BUT NOOOOOOO SHES AT HOME HIGH.. LIKE ALWAYS YOU COCK SUCKER! *beep beep*