Lonely day with lots of thinking
Today i sat home and waited for diana to show up, but she didnt, so w/e
I was left alone to sit and ponder about the things i havent quit figured
out about the world.With a simple touch i wish i could make alot of stuff
better but i cant and it sucks.The past few years my life has completely
gone down the drain and the good things i find they get flushed away also.
Lately the only thing good i think is that i have juan, and heather has been
here for me alot, sorry diana but shes been there for me everytime i got hurt
by brian or everytime i felt like i wasent good enough for anyone to be around.
It feels as though im losing alot more than i should,No matter how hard i try
i cant conquere.... even if i could what would i want to conquere... Well this whole
new relationship, starting over with juan, i hope it works out this time and it
seems to be going well.Also i would like to actually go to college this semester,
which by the way thanxs for reminding myself lol that i need to turn in a form.
Eeerrmmm i need to find some new books to buy, i get bored , and i like to read so
if you know any good books you should deff drop me a message.Mikey i swear to god i
will kill you if u leave another message with the word halo in it.Yah by the way
mikey sorry for being mad at you, you know i cant stay mad at you for long
anyways because your just so damn innocent... emotional wise atleast lol.
Ok well i g2g <3 much love ~Roxy~
I was left alone to sit and ponder about the things i havent quit figured
out about the world.With a simple touch i wish i could make alot of stuff
better but i cant and it sucks.The past few years my life has completely
gone down the drain and the good things i find they get flushed away also.
Lately the only thing good i think is that i have juan, and heather has been
here for me alot, sorry diana but shes been there for me everytime i got hurt
by brian or everytime i felt like i wasent good enough for anyone to be around.
It feels as though im losing alot more than i should,No matter how hard i try
i cant conquere.... even if i could what would i want to conquere... Well this whole
new relationship, starting over with juan, i hope it works out this time and it
seems to be going well.Also i would like to actually go to college this semester,
which by the way thanxs for reminding myself lol that i need to turn in a form.
Eeerrmmm i need to find some new books to buy, i get bored , and i like to read so
if you know any good books you should deff drop me a message.Mikey i swear to god i
will kill you if u leave another message with the word halo in it.Yah by the way
mikey sorry for being mad at you, you know i cant stay mad at you for long
anyways because your just so damn innocent... emotional wise atleast lol.
Ok well i g2g <3 much love ~Roxy~