Change It Up...
Summer is here and the time to go to the beach and pool is eminent. Cept for me. Why? Cause I'm fat, and way self conscience. I'm 210 lbs, which means i'm about 20 to 30 lbs overweight. The next few months I'll be training. Everything from running to biking, weight lifting and getting my kickboxing techniques back up to par. Of course eating habits will change also. I'm sick and tired of whom i've been these past few years. My self esteem is very low. My self confidence in my physical appearance sucks. I feel so ugly and unattractive. I know i'm running myself down, and maybe i'm too hard on myself, but just maybe this is just what it takes to change myself for the better.