Away...
In less than 24 hours, I will be on a plane to the Philippines. It makes me both happy and sad. More so sad than happy. For the first time, I will be going to the Philippines without my mom. It almost doesn't feel like a trip to the Philippines without her. I wish that going back home to the islands was under better circumstances. The only reason i'm going there is to bury my Mom. But still, it nice that I get to see my family there. It's always nice to back to the Philippines, but like I said, I wish it was under better circumstances. The other reason I am sad is because, this would have been the 1st Christmas with my girlfriend. I want to be here so bad on Christmas with her. This will be the longest time I will be away from her. Both time and distance wise. She's practically my life, and to be away from her for almost a month, just completely fucking sucks. I've tried to spend as much time as possible with her these past few weeks, and they've been great. I'm going to miss her so much. Another thing that makes me sad, of course, are my friends. I'm gonna miss the whole crew, just hanging out, being a bunch of dumbasses. Right now, it's just a mix of emotions. But anyway's, enough venting. I want to wish everyone a happy and safe holiday and a great new year. To the boys, I'll miss all you fucking assholes, and I can't to get back to hang out. To Erin...I Love you so much, and don't ever forget that, in my time of absence. I'll be counting the days away till I come home to you.