Let Down...
I dunno how I should be feeling right now. It's a whirlwind of emotions, that is hard to deal with. I am so crucified to my own convictions. But on the other hand, I am so in love. I sacrifice myself for my heart. And it's not an easy thing to do. I put the effort to have trust. I put the effort to have faith. I put the effort for you to be free. In a single moment, it faltered. Am I strong in my conviction and weak in my love? Or am I strong in love and weak in my convictions? Fuck, I dunno. I'll keep kicking myself in the ass for caring so much for my convictions and my love.