Reliving Old Pains...
As alot of you know...Donna's Dad died last night. As events unfold, I begin to feel all the feelings I felt went Mom died. I knew when I saw her last night at the show, my heart sank, knowing her Dad would pass. Sure enough, he did. Even more, it makes me realize the impermanence of life. Snuffed out like candles. I really don't know what I'm writing right now. Just kinda rambling on. After work I came to Donna's to talk to her, and share my experience and insight of the tragedies that have befallen me and my family. Definately not a dry eye moment. Old wounds opened up as I talked to her about Mom. But since then, I definately healed up alot. Last night when Ant told me Donna'a Dad died, I got off the phone and began to pray. I just prayed to have the strength to talk to her and instill some sense of hope in her that life does move on, and get easier with time. Ant I think I did that tonight. Anyways, I'm here now at Donna's with Anthony, Orlando, Josh and Ryan trying to keep her sane and smiling. It's a bitter sweet moment. But it's times like these that will keep her on the right track. Tomorrow is the first of 3 benefit shows to helo out her and her mom. It's at Studio S with Laid to Rest, Skare Tactic, Life In Numbers, If It Kills, Already Dead, Internal Affairs and Piece by Piece. It's at 7:00, so if you can make it, come out and support Donna. I leave this entery saying this...Life is too short to sit on your ass to let life pass you by and to take things for granted. These are the days in which we must live life to the fullest potential making our dreams come true. Cause if we don't, it has been already too late...