once again....
once again....its official, i am a fuck up, i got dropped from my "bible" class today, she wants to talk to me bout it afterwards....hopefully, i can get back in. i need that fucking class, god i feel like such a fucking loser......ive let so many people down cause im slack....and when i actually start makeing an effort...i get booted...FUCK! i feel so hopelss, maybe mom was right..maybe i am worthless, no jamie told me im not, and i dont feel like i am....so...no, im not!......AHHHHHH!..i need happy music!