IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!
Soo much has happened today. School:blah/didnt feel good after I actually ate Home: alright until randomly got depressed again. Wow ...again. hmm anyways Courtney was also having a bad week/day so I made her come over here & cheered her up by being stupid & doing random things, gotta make the girl stay happy!=) Even if I can't be. She is now sleeping & I am typing this after talking to Sarah who has probally helped a lot in saving my & Stephanie's Drama ass fight. I didn't think anything would work but I can't resist Stephanie! She is my girl & Always will be even when we're pissed & hate eachother. I hate everything when its always about GUYS damnit! But I Love her & She will knwo that for a fact tomorrow because no matter what she has going on she will have to make time to talk about all that has been going on lately. Even in the past. Hopefully this will get through to her & myself. Already know I've hurt enough people by only physically hurting myself & I can't do this anymore. I have to try & hold on the best I can. The urges have to go away because they've not been helping at all. I'm sick of everything falling down on me, I've just made it worse & I'm not going to crush others or myself about it over & over.To put a message shorter then what it would originally be, The Razors are gone for good!!
Entry,Over.
Update, Later.