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[hates_requiemx]

i hurt myself again. you know i wish one of my friends or boyfriend would listen to me, no one listens they just send me to therapists but its not the same. i feel like if i just talked about it then id feel better. better then feeling so alone with absolutly no motivation to live. i hate myself so much , that i really cant even make it through the

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[kt_blu]

you may hate yourself, but you're not worthy of that hate. i have had many serious problems to date including ed's (from which i still suffer). my one piece of real honest advice is this; take advantage of any kind of therapy that is offered to you, because my friends said they could handle me going to them for them for help, and at first they seemed to be coping with what i told them, but now they're all gone. that may seem hopeless, but please read on.

this will not neccessarily be the same with you, but know most people haven't had to experience or even witness the kind of things we go through, and that's neither your fault nor theirs - a lot of people will go a lifetime without knowing or wanting to know what bad things can happen to those they love, and once they do a common reaction is to distance themselves from it, and if they do - and this is SO important - it has NOTHING to do with you.

i know therapists can seem impersonal, but it's liberating to speak to someone when you know that you have nothing to lose by telling them your secrets. and they won't judge you - unlike your friends, nothing can shock them. as a sort of veteran of what you're going through, you are welcome to message me, if you don't want to then no worries. just know it's never too late to bounce back.

stay safe hun :) xx