Thank you for your response. There's one thing i guess I forgot to mention though, I already tried to get help (told me family, talked to a trusted teacher, the school counsellors, my mom even got me a psychologist just to humor me) nobody believes me though. Everyone thinks I'm a drama queen and want attention so there is no way on gods green earth that I'm every going to get adequate help. This is all on me. And I don't have to worry about the after effects of a heroin overdose, because Ive never done any drugs before and so The amount I'd use would kill me for sure. Which is the whole point.
You're not crazy. I myself think about that constantly, if I could get my fiance to leave me then I could finally off myself. I've thought of that for years. Ironically, the thing that stopped me is my pets! I wouldn't want my youngest kitty, or any of my other beloved pets, to go without a mom! What if they went to a shelter, or someone who didn't take care of them...I wouldn't ever want them to be sad or lonely or hungry. THAT is what keeps me going.
Always have a pet. Preferably something cuddly. It's kept me around for years.
I know how you feel. and I'm sorry. but, if you dont mind sharing, how are you going to get all of that herion? and where are you going to do it? .. doesnt the time during taking the herion and waiting scare you at all???
I have ways of finding people. If worst comes to worst I'll collect that amount overtime. Not in my house. The time during taking the heroin and waiting is like 10 seconds so no. Plus it'll feel amazing.
Well uh obviously you can't predict the future but yea... ideally if no one finds you for at least 4 hours you're dead. If someone does manage to find you then apparently waking up is hell. And they can manage to wake up. But I don't plan on anyone finding me.
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And I don't have to worry about the after effects of a heroin overdose, because Ive never done any drugs before and so The amount I'd use would kill me for sure. Which is the whole point.
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Always have a pet. Preferably something cuddly. It's kept me around for years.
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I'm not the sensitive type.
I'm sure if I died my sister would take care of it.
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but, if you dont mind sharing, how are you going to get all of that herion?
and where are you going to do it? .. doesnt the time during taking the herion and waiting scare you at all???
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Not in my house.
The time during taking the heroin and waiting is like 10 seconds so no. Plus it'll feel amazing.
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ten seconds of amazing-ness and then your dead? and your totally sure it'll play out just like that?
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But I don't plan on anyone finding me.
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