step 2?
ok, so I found my triggers for bad things(which is the first step). Now what do I do about them? these are my triggers: first work of any kind-that triggers cutting, then cutting-that triggers thoughts of suicide. So as long as I work I can't live! Then what stop working x.x? I got a new job a couple years ago because of this. Should I now try another one? This job is great, it has benefits and it is a good company. I wish I knew why work triggers cutting, then I might be able to stop it there if I can figure that out. I have to work! and I have to live! what is step 2?