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So, yesterday was my boyfriend's 18th birthday and I went to his house with his family and I actually had fun despite the fact his mom and sister were there. They were actually nice and friendly to me. It was fun. All I ate was a cheeseburger and I think his mom is worried about me now. She kept trying to get me to eat more. And drink more. But it ( Read more... )
well, i know i used to write suicide notes and keep them around for people i love in case i spontaneously deicded to just do it. i never thought of leaving a suicide journal behind. that's a good, selfless idea. i really wish you wouldn't kill yourself, though. you seem like a really neat person.
i will never ignore you. i need a friend to understand this just as much as you need one. trust me. i will never ignore you. if it takes me a little long to reply it's because i'm graduating high school in about a week (next thursday) so i'm a little busier than usual, but after next week, i'll be on here a lot more than now.
sigh. my stepdad hates me. really. he berates me and tells me i'm not worth it all the time. who the fuck tells a suicidal person they're not worth it? what a jerk, huh? i hate this shit. but i'm going to be 2hrs away from home for college starting next year.
so, where're you at? age? school? i'd like to know. :)
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