You Know i Still Dig you
you know i still wonder at nite_ what it would be like _ to share my bed with you _ to gaze into those green eyes like i did unwitingly realizing _ that it was all about to come to and end _ you know that i will always live in regret _ pain _ sorrow _ remorse _ the feelings that coarse from my open wounds _ that you sold me the bullets to _ you know i long for you _ on those lonely days in the rain _ you play so many games with your curious prey _ they wonder how smart you truly are _ i am the only true prey who didnt know from the beggining what was going to happen _ this prey you catch and let go time & time again _ you know it hurts me to see you go _ to have so many other dreams _ and none of them invovle me _ i try so hard to get your attention _ but you never bother to notice _ i always wonder whats going through your head _ and why you do some of the things you do _ but i know your at your playground _ play in your mind _ and day dreaming _ so innocently - Error _ painting & writing your poetic beauty _ expressing your feelings _ so fluently with such grace _ you do not shutter at the eye of another _ you have no fear _ there is always an open box for you _ the open box of lost phrases _ some times i wonder if you are oblivous_ to the crys of pain _ that i scream out to you every nite_ i wonder if you hear me in your dreams _ wondering who that poor soul is _ one day you will realize _ the extint_ the edges _ the length _ that i will go that appeals to your hunger_ soon one day _ that lost love will no long be lost _ in the opitamy of darkness _ you will soon realize _ what i have become _ what you always wanted _ and soon the puzzle will fold _ into the peices we want _ you are on such a search for someone _ but its right under your nose _ but yet you do not realize _ you are to busy _ being distracted with the material possestions_ your prey uses _ trying to gain your attention_ what you want is this room _ and you will soon_ no longer be blind _ in your dark room _ of darkness _ fog _ and you will soon find your fire_ the lost box _ you have been searching for _ then your painting will be complete _ and the heavens will fall _ and life is back to normal _ with the one true lost soul _ has found a place to die _ in the darkness _ but in your arms _ you are the bright lite _ you are my burning ember _ that keeps me fighting _ my flame will never burn out _ because you keep it strong _ the lost apiphany _ has been found _ and the enigma has been over come _ read with haste _ because soon the following will be gone _