Apr 16, 2003 00:21
So Im the shadow of a former self- Id Write this in Blurty but theres someone i want to read this. The friend count is at an all time low. I have no trust. I have no self esteem. This last year has been really hard. I've come full circle of the gurl i used to be. I know I'm better than you, I don't need to seek the approval of others to feel goowd about myself. You are beneath me. Nothing. I dont cry anymore. For any of you. You aren't worth it. Your Smile. Your Face. Your Lies. Your Hidden Side. I'm aware now. But i can see things getting Better... For me - Not you. Maybe one day you'll realise you never had it, you never will. I honestly haven't felt this happy in WEEKS! Its the next Chapter in my life... So turn the Page- You arent on it.