Jul 27, 2006 01:16
I dunno whether or not im happy at all, things are better,and i really appreciate being alive, but.
Im so lonely right now. Im sick of my ex teasing me and the way she ttreats me, im sick of my job sucking, im sick of being lonely, im sick of this stagnation of creativty, im sick of being an uneducated louse, im sick of a lot of things. And i am really realy trying to change things, but it comes in leaps and bounds, and then nothing for too long.
I need a real mother fucking change.