apologies in full
where did I leave offf. So we smoked minh out. that was funny as hell. that friday we were supposed to go to vegas,but we decided not to last minuete. Me and minh went to huntington all weekend. We drank alot of free whiskey. We saw the hills have eyes. That was shit. It was only good because of jack daniels.
me and Mad dog stayed at deborahs. I owned at scrabble. In the morning we watched orgasimo,and I was a fucking vato, with my 40. it was cool.
We got coffee.
Fuck yeah.
me,mad dog minh, michael and scott went to the stupid ass mall.
we go to the park to drink 40s.
I pick up ivy.
We go to katie chappels thing.
mostly outside.
we go to seans.
it winds down to me and sean,and I drink alot of whiskey.
I baked cupcakes with ivy.
Me and minh had a pleasent drive.
On monday I returned to work.
On tuesday I saw against all authority, brain failure and the code. It was intense. I met up with james,and i also met up with jake oscar and this girl candie.
The next day while eating tacos,i get a call
And so i hang out with candie and oscar. then jakey.
then We go back here.
then i drive alot today before work.
Thats where we are. tommarrow is saint patricks day. I guess thats cool.
Its so odd to feel conflicted over things that dont matter. It really is. And to feel regret, and to feel something rather then nothing. Im overcome by all the decisions I must make in my near future. I need to reevaluate what I am doing with myself. I realized I really enjoy sitting down and talking. Over coffee. or a meal. And that seems too adult, i guess. I wonder if being a working stiff is ruining me or making me better. its so hard to say,but I really want out. Soon. Soon enough I will have enough money to make that happen.
My cats laying on its back,arms in the air like its dead,but its not. I wonder how it feels right now?
It doesnt have a real language, so it must be hard to realize if it can feel the same feelings. Im sure it can, just not in such an emotional way. She just turned and lookedat me. I felt a connection. I felt a bond,as if she knew what I was thinking. That I was pondering if we have a similar feeling right now. She doesnt have her eyes closed,shes just staring at the ceiling,and Its so reminiscent that I think Im gonna do the same.
Wouldn't it be great to not have so much in your life? to be a house cat? All you know is theres that one person whos gonna bring you food. And you realize nothing moves by itself unless someone else is there. Its probablly pretty lonely too.
me and Mad dog stayed at deborahs. I owned at scrabble. In the morning we watched orgasimo,and I was a fucking vato, with my 40. it was cool.
We got coffee.
Fuck yeah.
me,mad dog minh, michael and scott went to the stupid ass mall.
we go to the park to drink 40s.
I pick up ivy.
We go to katie chappels thing.
mostly outside.
we go to seans.
it winds down to me and sean,and I drink alot of whiskey.
I baked cupcakes with ivy.
Me and minh had a pleasent drive.
On monday I returned to work.
On tuesday I saw against all authority, brain failure and the code. It was intense. I met up with james,and i also met up with jake oscar and this girl candie.
The next day while eating tacos,i get a call
And so i hang out with candie and oscar. then jakey.
then We go back here.
then i drive alot today before work.
Thats where we are. tommarrow is saint patricks day. I guess thats cool.
Its so odd to feel conflicted over things that dont matter. It really is. And to feel regret, and to feel something rather then nothing. Im overcome by all the decisions I must make in my near future. I need to reevaluate what I am doing with myself. I realized I really enjoy sitting down and talking. Over coffee. or a meal. And that seems too adult, i guess. I wonder if being a working stiff is ruining me or making me better. its so hard to say,but I really want out. Soon. Soon enough I will have enough money to make that happen.
My cats laying on its back,arms in the air like its dead,but its not. I wonder how it feels right now?
It doesnt have a real language, so it must be hard to realize if it can feel the same feelings. Im sure it can, just not in such an emotional way. She just turned and lookedat me. I felt a connection. I felt a bond,as if she knew what I was thinking. That I was pondering if we have a similar feeling right now. She doesnt have her eyes closed,shes just staring at the ceiling,and Its so reminiscent that I think Im gonna do the same.
Wouldn't it be great to not have so much in your life? to be a house cat? All you know is theres that one person whos gonna bring you food. And you realize nothing moves by itself unless someone else is there. Its probablly pretty lonely too.