Jan 02, 2005 15:50
suicidenotes14
I'm that color.
!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking fuck shit fuck! What the fuck! I hate the fucking chacellor that fucking old hag of a fucking bastard. I hate fucking school. I am so depressed... I cried last night because I have to go to school tomorrow. Actually, everyone has to go back to school... and I feel bad for you ALL- even if you like school.
WHY!? Ugh, just the knowing of that I have to get up at 6:20, sit on the fucking bus for 18 billion hours, and then live through a torcherous day of asshole teachers and asshole kids. Then there's the bus ride home. Screaming assholes who think they're "oh-so-totally-awesome" who are annoying losers will be screaming on the top of my music. ...What the fuck. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO SCREAM!? I don't think a school bus is an ideal place for a heavy metal concert. ...Geez. I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL. Plus, I only get home at 5:00- relax and eat a little until 6... then do some homework until 7... then eat a real dinner... then finish my homework... then watch my shows... then wash up... then "TRY" to go to sleep. Then, the whole routine happens again. Wake up, shower... ah FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING COCKSCHOOL!
Let alone, I still have a whole bunch of shit to work on my exit project. Meh.... I'll do it this week or the next. I have to do 4 more book reviews. Actually- 3 book reviews because I should do one tonight.
Oh, so about my "fun" day yesterday. I went to my grandma's house. I slept. *Joy*. Then, I watched some movies with them. They're hilarious. I <3 my grandparents. = ]. I watched Death Wish 3 (horrible, horrible movie) and Scary Movie 2 (hilarious movie). Then, I went into bed, and I had a booger in my throat. *Gags*. I fell asleep to my AFI CD. Meh.... then I woke up and drank some soda. Then, I fell back asleep again. Then, I woke up again and here I am.
What an exciting day. I just cleaned out my bookbag. It was gross. But now it weighs like 10 LBS. lighter. Thank God. I think my back was going to break. OH, GUESS WHAT FUCKING ELSE MAKES MY FUCKING LIFE ANY EASIER.....I HAVE GYM THE FUCKING FIRST DAY.... YES, I LOVE SWEATPANTS... BUT I CAN'T WEAR ANY OF MY NEW CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO SWEAT IN THEM! BUT I CAN ONLY WEAR 1 SWEATER.... GREAT.
I think my head is going to explode- and I'm not even learning. My grandma said that I should lock my door and hide under my bed for the rest of my life if I don't wanna go to school that bad. Thanks for the advice! Nikki's Hibernation official kicks off in: 10 minutes, 5 seconds.
Wake me up in 2010 when I can choose whether to go to college or not...
Either that or I'll be dead.
Ew- why am I talking like this? Sorry, I'm just really angry that school is tomorrow. I'll see you in jail. Because that's what school is.