Visits from Nyx
Okay, so this will go in my dedicant journal later. But I want to post, and the middle of the night seems appropriate.
So, about four nights ago now. I was in really bad shape, crying myself to sleep again for the second or third night in a row. I layed down in tears, and prayed for comfort. As I'm laying there, I feel a dark (not evil, just darkness...) slip into bed behind me and wrap it's arms around me, comforting me.
I start wondering who, as it felt vaguely masculine, so I start rattling off names. Odin - no; Thor - no; Tyr - no; Heimdall - no; There were probably more...then some females. Freya - no; Morrigan - no; Nyx. As soon as I thought it, I felt the darkness grow to encompass my body. Not so much like drowning, more like being wrapped in a blanket, always comforting. Then I wondered, does this mean you've come as a Patron? No answer, just more darkness all around me and now stars. And I just floated there, totally comforted.
I started to let my mind wander about things. I asked about Chris and got a few glimpses of the moon peaking out behind mountains or trees, but only for split seconds. So I stopped.
Fast forward two days, and I was writing this down in my journal. Then I went to sleep and called out to Nyx. The presence wasn't as strong as before, but I could feel the darkness around me and I pulled it around me like a blanket. I snuggled in, and let my mind go.
Suddenly I was back at Sparta, in bed with Chris...the darkness still wrapped around me. I feel myself cuddle into him and suddenly I see the Luna in the window, shining down on Chris. He's bathed in white/silver light and I'm wrapped in the darkness. Both with Goddess' we've always had an affinity for. Our bodies spooned, Light and dark, Yin and Yang.
So, about four nights ago now. I was in really bad shape, crying myself to sleep again for the second or third night in a row. I layed down in tears, and prayed for comfort. As I'm laying there, I feel a dark (not evil, just darkness...) slip into bed behind me and wrap it's arms around me, comforting me.
I start wondering who, as it felt vaguely masculine, so I start rattling off names. Odin - no; Thor - no; Tyr - no; Heimdall - no; There were probably more...then some females. Freya - no; Morrigan - no; Nyx. As soon as I thought it, I felt the darkness grow to encompass my body. Not so much like drowning, more like being wrapped in a blanket, always comforting. Then I wondered, does this mean you've come as a Patron? No answer, just more darkness all around me and now stars. And I just floated there, totally comforted.
I started to let my mind wander about things. I asked about Chris and got a few glimpses of the moon peaking out behind mountains or trees, but only for split seconds. So I stopped.
Fast forward two days, and I was writing this down in my journal. Then I went to sleep and called out to Nyx. The presence wasn't as strong as before, but I could feel the darkness around me and I pulled it around me like a blanket. I snuggled in, and let my mind go.
Suddenly I was back at Sparta, in bed with Chris...the darkness still wrapped around me. I feel myself cuddle into him and suddenly I see the Luna in the window, shining down on Chris. He's bathed in white/silver light and I'm wrapped in the darkness. Both with Goddess' we've always had an affinity for. Our bodies spooned, Light and dark, Yin and Yang.