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Since everyone seems to be hilighting their eventful long weekends, i suppose i'll sort of halfheartedly cling to the wheel well of the band wagon and let it pull me several feet before i loose my grip and go tumbling through the dust of everyone's fun times. so ...yeah... i'm sick, again, big surprise.
friday i started getting sick - thought it was the flu. stayed home pretty much all day.
saturday, went go to solo/ensemble contest despite my enlarging tonsils. played like shit. felt like shit. made a fool of myself and pretty much let down my ensemble because i sounded terrible. was really embarassed when i played my solo with shane as my accompanist and his mom (a band director) listening, over praising my abilities after we left. i know i sounded bad, but that only made things worse. but come on, at least I came? right? how well can anyone play a brass instrument when the opening to their windpipe is about the size of a dime? ben came over for dinner, hung out for a few hours. went to sleep around 9pm.
sunday i thought i was feeling better, went and bought a dress for spring. slept some more.
monday, woke up at 6 am and felt pretty much exactly like i did at the climax of my mono escapade last winter. went to doctor, apparently i have a sinus infection. woopee.
tuesday stayed home watched TV, slept, read books.
wednesday...tbd.
so that was my long weekend.
why am i always sick? i dont understand. i get sick more than anyone i know. i'm not particularly unhealth. i excercise around 5.5 hours a week, i eat relativley healthy, i usually get around 7 hours of sleep. i always eat breakfast. most of the following are a lot more than most of my friends can say and they're never sick. i catch everything. i dont understand. its not fair. supposedly it'll take 10 days for my medication to heal the infection. that means i'll be sick over the spring dance and possibly still be recovering when i go to Italy. when i got mono last year i got it during a play, an audition, finals and winter break. being sick ruins everything. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING SICK AND TIRED.
friday i started getting sick - thought it was the flu. stayed home pretty much all day.
saturday, went go to solo/ensemble contest despite my enlarging tonsils. played like shit. felt like shit. made a fool of myself and pretty much let down my ensemble because i sounded terrible. was really embarassed when i played my solo with shane as my accompanist and his mom (a band director) listening, over praising my abilities after we left. i know i sounded bad, but that only made things worse. but come on, at least I came? right? how well can anyone play a brass instrument when the opening to their windpipe is about the size of a dime? ben came over for dinner, hung out for a few hours. went to sleep around 9pm.
sunday i thought i was feeling better, went and bought a dress for spring. slept some more.
monday, woke up at 6 am and felt pretty much exactly like i did at the climax of my mono escapade last winter. went to doctor, apparently i have a sinus infection. woopee.
tuesday stayed home watched TV, slept, read books.
wednesday...tbd.
so that was my long weekend.
why am i always sick? i dont understand. i get sick more than anyone i know. i'm not particularly unhealth. i excercise around 5.5 hours a week, i eat relativley healthy, i usually get around 7 hours of sleep. i always eat breakfast. most of the following are a lot more than most of my friends can say and they're never sick. i catch everything. i dont understand. its not fair. supposedly it'll take 10 days for my medication to heal the infection. that means i'll be sick over the spring dance and possibly still be recovering when i go to Italy. when i got mono last year i got it during a play, an audition, finals and winter break. being sick ruins everything. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING SICK AND TIRED.