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well...
tonight was MAD! i was so drunk. and i saw somehting pretty fucking disturbing. well, i mean it was very disturbing to me. i was so drunk though. and eww. the tongues, and the smacking, i thought i might puke. but it was cool cause i DIPPED OUT! i mean the thing wasnt nasty it was just that i was so drunk and i was already kind of nauseauted and so when i saw that i was like vomit. it wasnt that bad it was just the fact that i was so fucking drunk that i was like WHOA WAIT A MINUTE! WHO IS mAKING OUT THAT WHAT HUH AHHHH!!!
but anyways, im kind of sad though. i just feel so alone. i mean i have like a bazillion friends and that rocks. but i feel so hideous all the time. it sucks major balls. i mean my "girl friends" say lauren you are so pretty. but i just have really bad self esteem issues and when i look in the mirror i dont see pretty i see pretty damn ugly. i mean i guess we all have our flaws and we cant be perfect. but i just wish i was happy with the way i looked instead of being so not happy with it. i mean its pretty lame to be like saying this shit but i really feel this way. i need to work on my confidence. definetely.
taking the GED next wensday. hopefully i'll pass. cause when i pass i can start cosmotology school. then i can be happy about something. i am happy about me and my friends. i have awesome friends.
but i am so very tired of high school bs.
its just like we are not in high school anymore people start growing up. i decided im going to be friends with everyone in b'ham. whether one person does like them or doesnt. why cant we just all get along? there is so much drama. its like WHOA! so im keeping my mouth shut and im going to be nice to everyone i have not a problem with anyone. i just wish people would stop shit talking each other. its uncalled for. if you have somehting to say then say it to that person dont just shit talk them behind their back. i mean lots of people do that. i havent shit talked anyone and i dont want anyone to shit talk me.
like the old saying
treat people like you want to be treated
well can everyone just give people the respect they deserve.
and if you happen to not like someone then keep it to yourself.
you dont have to like everyone. but you dont have to be mean either.
tonight was MAD! i was so drunk. and i saw somehting pretty fucking disturbing. well, i mean it was very disturbing to me. i was so drunk though. and eww. the tongues, and the smacking, i thought i might puke. but it was cool cause i DIPPED OUT! i mean the thing wasnt nasty it was just that i was so drunk and i was already kind of nauseauted and so when i saw that i was like vomit. it wasnt that bad it was just the fact that i was so fucking drunk that i was like WHOA WAIT A MINUTE! WHO IS mAKING OUT THAT WHAT HUH AHHHH!!!
but anyways, im kind of sad though. i just feel so alone. i mean i have like a bazillion friends and that rocks. but i feel so hideous all the time. it sucks major balls. i mean my "girl friends" say lauren you are so pretty. but i just have really bad self esteem issues and when i look in the mirror i dont see pretty i see pretty damn ugly. i mean i guess we all have our flaws and we cant be perfect. but i just wish i was happy with the way i looked instead of being so not happy with it. i mean its pretty lame to be like saying this shit but i really feel this way. i need to work on my confidence. definetely.
taking the GED next wensday. hopefully i'll pass. cause when i pass i can start cosmotology school. then i can be happy about something. i am happy about me and my friends. i have awesome friends.
but i am so very tired of high school bs.
its just like we are not in high school anymore people start growing up. i decided im going to be friends with everyone in b'ham. whether one person does like them or doesnt. why cant we just all get along? there is so much drama. its like WHOA! so im keeping my mouth shut and im going to be nice to everyone i have not a problem with anyone. i just wish people would stop shit talking each other. its uncalled for. if you have somehting to say then say it to that person dont just shit talk them behind their back. i mean lots of people do that. i havent shit talked anyone and i dont want anyone to shit talk me.
like the old saying
treat people like you want to be treated
well can everyone just give people the respect they deserve.
and if you happen to not like someone then keep it to yourself.
you dont have to like everyone. but you dont have to be mean either.