home again

[suicideinblue]

thank you everyone for your kinds words and support. i reaslly needed it. im home now from the hospital, and theyve decided to put me into a 6 week outpatient program starting on monday. sigh, im totally terrified. my appointment with my new doc is monday after school and hes going to evaluate me. im so afraid he'll want to put my inpatient, so afraid of whatever pills i know hes going to give me. they already gave me a feew days worth of ativan in case i have another episode before i see him on monday. god, and i have school! *deep breaths* sorry guys, so much going through my head right now.

((((((((((everyone))))))))))

thank you connie for doing this for me, i luv u hun

ill write more about this later, i cant really talk about it right now.