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[suicidegun]

and i dont know what to do
i havent since you told me
but i do cry when i think its more than a fight
because i know this time you are gone.
how i am going to handle this, i dont know.
but i am scared
and no this isnt a guilt trip entry
its not a sympathy stretch
its simply my feelings
a week ago i would have said or lack there of
now im flooded with emotions.
you couldnt have picked a better day to leave
honestly
you couldnt have picked a better way to completely
break my heart