Apr 12, 2005 18:45
Well kids, today was one full of shit.
It started out fine, except for me falling asleep in all of my first 3 classes, but oh yeah, my guidance councelor is a stupid bitch and gave me 3 study halls in a row 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period. so thats what im supposed to do i guess.
Then all the fun really started after school got out. i dropped off kelly, then was joking about not dropping shane off, then i really forgot to, which was a bit of a problem, cuz i had to be home right away to get my little sis off the bus. So then im dropping off britt and james at the seymour residence, and as i go to pull out of the driveway, this crazy lady comes out of nowhere at like 45 miles per hour and totally nails my car. Her car was practically fine, but mine is no longer driveable. the inspection was already up and now it DEFINATELY wont pass. so yeah, im totally boned on that one.
Then i got home and told my dad and he came over and there was more drama which i dont care to discuss. Then my mom needed him to sign some papers for all this shit thats going on with the house. Then they got in a big ass argument, just like the old days. It really brought back a lot of memories that i thought were behind me, but whatever. It did feel good to finally be able to get in the middle and break it up. Its pretty weird to see the look on a mans face when he realizes he's no longer able to intimidate you out of getting in the middle, but that the roles are now switched, and you're the one intimidating him out of taking it any further. It really made me feel good. And of course he later apologized, and we're fine now, but with those memories flooding back, and the reversal of roles so evident, it was really an odd experience. Every day i grow more and more convinced that every single experience you go through in life helps you to grow as a person, no matter good or bad, big or small, significant or seemingly not, it all adds up, and im glad that i have all that i have to look back on and reflect.