I should be in a fucking psych ward
Moved into my apartment in Brooklyn recently. Unfortunately my days usually consist of me skipping all my classes because I'm too embarrased that I don't have my assignments done, and then crying hysterically in my room for the rest of the day. I see no way that I can catch up with all my work, and not fail my classes. It's getting to the point where I'm not even sure what I should be doing in some of them. I was seriously up all night and didn't sleep collaging for this class, and was going to talk to the teacher and explain to her that I'm trying to catch up even though I'm not really prepared with the other assignments we're doing. Unfortuneatly It took me longer than expected to get there, and since I didn't want to be 25 minutes late AND unprepared I just turned around and took the subway back home. I don't want my roomates to know anything is wrong so I don't look flakey, but everything is pretty much horrible.
I feel like I have no time, yet I'm not doing anything.I don't even know how I'll have time for people to visit me if I'm schooling/working every day T_T The whole idea of getting the apartment was that my school should benefit from it, but it's not at all.
The weight of everything is just pretty heavy and stressful as well. Just thinking of what a pain in the ass it would be to move all my stuff out of here seems horrible.
I feel like I have no time, yet I'm not doing anything.I don't even know how I'll have time for people to visit me if I'm schooling/working every day T_T The whole idea of getting the apartment was that my school should benefit from it, but it's not at all.
The weight of everything is just pretty heavy and stressful as well. Just thinking of what a pain in the ass it would be to move all my stuff out of here seems horrible.