Note To Self; Just Breathe

[suicidebymyside]

So Dustin's moving to California in January. I'm glad he's going because it's what he wants but I don't think I'm going to be able to say goodbye..it's going to completely kill me. I don't think he knows how much he means to me. I cry just thinking about it so who knows how I'm going to be when he actually leaves. But it's not about how I feel..it's about what's best for him right?

At this point I don't care if I overdose..I want to fucking die