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yeah today fucking sucked , fuck this whole fucking week sucked. im not even worried anymore , i know now i have to give deb up cause thats probably what she wants. Its just i fucking hate getting serious about a girl and then out of nowhere i get fucked over. maybe im to protective, maybe im a little obsessive. maybe girls cant stand the fact that a guy actually loves them , i dont know , im pretty loyal , im honest , and if i say i love you i mean it. yeah today has been my offical day of gettign fucked over. i dont even want to describe in details all the shit that happened today cause i might murder someone. so yeah i think im gonna go into marion with Nato and stu, im kinda excited about that. brittany is probably pissed at me cause i had to break with the project i had started with her, of course i dont blame her for hating my guts ive been an asshole, a bitch , and a jerk lately. so if i affended anyone lately i appologize , although its probably to late and i just dont notice the knifes stuck in my back yet. but yeah honestly , i dont care about anyones opinion. im pretty much done with bitching about personal problems, but im not very opptomistic in life and this is my livejournal so :
"oh well"
good night.
love you all!
~sam~
"oh well"
good night.
love you all!
~sam~