Feb 22, 2005 19:43
so this is the day i post again , simply because im bored, of course if my life was the slightest bit of interesting people would actually read and comment on this thing. since my life is not i have to do flips and burp really loud and play guitar like a mad man to gain your attention. i concluded im also quite invisible based on the fact that when i say hi no one seems to notice or even care for that matter. its funny cause im also being hypocritical cause i honestly shy away from attention , but i dont know at times i feel like i need it simply because walls dont talk , kiss , or hug back. ive concluded further that the kids in my school are very fucked up , simply bacuse i say so and if i dont like them then no one will, they are hopeless shits. i mean not all the kids are bad, just about 98.8% of the school population. lately ive learned to be a jerk and a pretty nice guy , or just finding where and when to place my assholeness and super sweet guy personality. yeah im also fucked up in the head or is it this medication ? i dont know. well today i was happy cause i took some caffine pills this mourning 2 to be precise. its kinda like me back when i used to take adderal and ritalin. i dont know why im mentioning anything about me and my past because i didnt ahve one, i was born with a suit and a guitar so yeah. i think too much about everything, i guess thats why i say so many random things but they arent full thougths just a collection of two other thoughts thrown together to form something that makes you say "what the fuck !?!? "
but hey , i dont want to get to into this simply because i cant let out my secrets like that , the governtment is watching all of us, they know about me. so yes the less they know of me the better
i must be going now , i bid you shits goodbye and a lovely life while mine kinda just rotts here like dog shit stuck to a thick grass patch.
and if you must, post something.
i wont be exspecting you too, but do so if you feel it is the right thing.
bye.
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