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so im sipping lunch, im in the library right now and i really dont give a fuck.
there is a class here that is studying for a project and i happen to be the asshole taking up an extra computer. so i really dont feel like hearing shit from anyone, i just want to do what i want.
so i like liz and i plan on visiting her over this summer, maybe sometime in August. i miss hanging out with brittany and how much fun we have hanging out at my house. i also miss Deb , i think things are changing for her, and i honestly dont know what that means. i miss nathan as well and stu too , im being a hidden friend but lately so much shit has come up im rarely finding time for them. i guess this is what i refer to as a "busy person." i very much hate being the "busy person" cause in my efforts to be good by doing my personal things i miss out on all the seriously fun things. i really want to get drunk , and smoke up sometime, i seriously dont care who knows, its no secret and if your concerned dont be cause im fine. i just need a friend to be/hang with, then ill be ok for the time being. hopefully this weekend ill be free so than i can see if brittany can come over. im fuckin sick of writing for now, well .. im not so
here i proceed.
i recently adopted an old - new t.v. that i got for free at a yard sell and it totally works fine. i got like 10 golf clubs too for free as well, i found a golf bll and knocked the shit out of it , i think it desinigrated. today i have an appointment to see my therapist/psyciatrist whatever she is , its my first time and i get to leave school 30 minutes early. im kinda nervous because i dont want her to be a bitch or ugly; that sounds harsh but an attractive and smart therapist makes thing better to begin with. it would also be welcoming in the sense i could open up more because to me it seems way more easier speaking to a female about my problems rather than a male , its just somethign ive always been acostum to. the bell rang and im off now , ill talk to you all later.
bye bye.
<3 sam
there is a class here that is studying for a project and i happen to be the asshole taking up an extra computer. so i really dont feel like hearing shit from anyone, i just want to do what i want.
so i like liz and i plan on visiting her over this summer, maybe sometime in August. i miss hanging out with brittany and how much fun we have hanging out at my house. i also miss Deb , i think things are changing for her, and i honestly dont know what that means. i miss nathan as well and stu too , im being a hidden friend but lately so much shit has come up im rarely finding time for them. i guess this is what i refer to as a "busy person." i very much hate being the "busy person" cause in my efforts to be good by doing my personal things i miss out on all the seriously fun things. i really want to get drunk , and smoke up sometime, i seriously dont care who knows, its no secret and if your concerned dont be cause im fine. i just need a friend to be/hang with, then ill be ok for the time being. hopefully this weekend ill be free so than i can see if brittany can come over. im fuckin sick of writing for now, well .. im not so
here i proceed.
i recently adopted an old - new t.v. that i got for free at a yard sell and it totally works fine. i got like 10 golf clubs too for free as well, i found a golf bll and knocked the shit out of it , i think it desinigrated. today i have an appointment to see my therapist/psyciatrist whatever she is , its my first time and i get to leave school 30 minutes early. im kinda nervous because i dont want her to be a bitch or ugly; that sounds harsh but an attractive and smart therapist makes thing better to begin with. it would also be welcoming in the sense i could open up more because to me it seems way more easier speaking to a female about my problems rather than a male , its just somethign ive always been acostum to. the bell rang and im off now , ill talk to you all later.
bye bye.
<3 sam