I try to keep my heart inside of my chest.
I dont really want to write much in here about my emotional state cuz its rather fucked at the moment so i figured i would just share some pictures and some poetry.
Untitled murder.
It’s a lyrical murder
Of everything existing
It’s a painful reminiscing
Of all those broken faded memories
The words will slay, slash and penetrate
Reopen every scar
And bleed every vein
It’s a cyclone of past emotion
Coming back to haunt, torture and abuse.
It’s a fear that you cant run from
And a promise you cant break
And a pain so intense
You swear to never feel again
A deal with no negotiation
A cut with no relief
A religion minus any belief
A faithless path for the rest of us to follow
A sacrifice with no forgiveness
It’s a reality too extreme,
No room to imagine
Everything is real
And the death of you
Is just a bruise that never faded
The black eye that only faded to gray
And the lyrical murder
Of your solitary situation.
A girl destroyed
Underdeveloped is this concept
Reimbursable is this fear
Aggression is still unreleased
And every emotion still locked inside
A combustible mixture
A recipe for implosion
The self destructing becomes enjoyable
And the silent screaming because audible
The sting and the burn become life saving
And every inch of you becomes me
The mind absorbs and becomes heavy
With the knowledge of the pain
And the understanding of the end
Torn pages destroyed,
Reconstructed and making no sense
Leads me to wonder if they ever did
Documentation of the evolution
Of a girl…
A girl destroyed.
choke...
Im just a teenage dirtbag baby.
Untitled murder.
It’s a lyrical murder
Of everything existing
It’s a painful reminiscing
Of all those broken faded memories
The words will slay, slash and penetrate
Reopen every scar
And bleed every vein
It’s a cyclone of past emotion
Coming back to haunt, torture and abuse.
It’s a fear that you cant run from
And a promise you cant break
And a pain so intense
You swear to never feel again
A deal with no negotiation
A cut with no relief
A religion minus any belief
A faithless path for the rest of us to follow
A sacrifice with no forgiveness
It’s a reality too extreme,
No room to imagine
Everything is real
And the death of you
Is just a bruise that never faded
The black eye that only faded to gray
And the lyrical murder
Of your solitary situation.
A girl destroyed
Underdeveloped is this concept
Reimbursable is this fear
Aggression is still unreleased
And every emotion still locked inside
A combustible mixture
A recipe for implosion
The self destructing becomes enjoyable
And the silent screaming because audible
The sting and the burn become life saving
And every inch of you becomes me
The mind absorbs and becomes heavy
With the knowledge of the pain
And the understanding of the end
Torn pages destroyed,
Reconstructed and making no sense
Leads me to wonder if they ever did
Documentation of the evolution
Of a girl…
A girl destroyed.
choke...
Im just a teenage dirtbag baby.