update on my life

[suicide_thinkin]

well last night/this morning made me realize something.. that i have a dad. this step dad has been the only one that i have actually had anything to do with as in talking to and i dont mean hey look its raining outside this has been the one that has been there for me. when i got in my wreck hes the one that came flying down to see me. going 130 in his gt in the rain. well ive just come to that conclusion. and other parts of my life are going accordingly too. i have muh baby dallas. and im really happy about that. me and corey are talking again. dunno what happened there. i still hate johnny. chris still pisses me off. ashlee...i still love her. lydnzee, scares me. me and heather are becoming friends. and etc., etc., my life is just looking up for me at the moment. it probbably wont last but until then im going to enjoy every minute of it.
dallas, im so sorry, i really am i wanted to go with you today but i couldnt i was still at my moms, and i did try calling in case they didnt tell you. im guessing they tried to call and my mom was on the fone but im not sure. so id just like to take a minute and appologize. i really am sorry and i do love you
*scottie*