HEY WHAT DO YOU KNOW A UPDATE FROM DANTE! HA
Ok so back by popular demand...hahah yeah right. dude livejournal is so dead these days. thats why i dont really write in this anymore. i think at times its kinda pointless and i dont have the energy to sit here and write every lil thing out. but an update on what i have been up to. haha nothing at all i have been up to. it kinda sucks..05' hasnt been that great for me. my car broke down at the end of 04' and we still dont have the money or even know whats wrong with it,which sucks. I havent go to any shows cuz of money issues and the fact that half of san diego wants to kill my cuz of some douche bag named aaron. I just got over the stupid stomach flu which put me thru the most pain i have ever been thru. it sucked cuz i woke up at 5 one morning puking and then later that night was puking up my blood. so i was rushed to the hospital where i didnt get seen for like 2 hours. When i did get seen they tried to put a IV into one of my arms and the stupid guy couldnt find the vein cuz i was dehydraded, (think thats how you spell it) so he was sitting there sticking the fucking needle farther and farther in my arm...at which i am bout to cry my eyes out at this point. and then he finally goes i cant find the vein ill have to make a new hole. i was like dude. so then he makes another hole and he finds the vein and starts drawing blood.he took like 5 tubes of blood! like i have that much to spare cuz you know i am throwing up blood. so then he hooks me up to an IV and gives me this other shit in my IV..and within like 2 mintues i am tripping the fuck out. i feel like i was faded as fuck. i was feeling pretty good. and then i started tripping out and telling monica that we need to go and that i needed to get the fuck out of this place and that i wasnt comfortable. i almost started to cry. What made it worse was that i couldnt keep my eyes open. so yeah that sucked. So by that time the stupid nurse guy comes back with this tube and a glass of water. guess where that tube was going? ha up my nose to my stomach. which sucked cuz that hurt so fucking bad. i was throwing up while that shit was going down. I dont even want to go into detail with that cuz i really dont want to relive that. so yeah anywayz we sat there until like 1 in the morning and they fed me 4 IV bags! they wouldnt let me go cuz my heart rate was too high. so one doctor just let me go. so iono. so i am going to have a huge fucking bill for all this shit and i need to get medcal or how every the hell you spell it. i am all better now and i am bored as fuck. my car is still broke and i have no money. so yeah i think i am going to change my layout on this stupid thing..but its not like anyone even cares anywayz. maybe i should go back to writing in my suicidenotes2u on. iono we will see. i am going to head out now maybe ill update again in 2006?! haha iono we will see.
Dante
Dante