hrmmmp

[suicide_junkie]

i was feeling decent this morrning ( pill popin makes the gloom go away for a bit ) then this afternoon it went to shit, all this drama with katie & adrian i felt bad i was contemplating going to the bathroom to cut, but then i was thinking no, if i got caught again they would for sure make me go to the shrink everyday & search me, & i dont want to deal with that shit x_x so i guess mayby tonight ill see if the pills have anything so say to the razor.

Helena

Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And whats the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And whats the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Do we deserve
to leave the earth?
Do we learn
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight