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Complete and total admiration. My gift to you, my heart was yours. In 10 weeks you shaped it. In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and layed at your feet. That first step you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark. I still have these memories, but well never see
what we could of been. Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year
from now? Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember cause thats all you can do. Well never make another memory. I wish I died in your arms the last time we were together. So I wouldnt have to wake without you today. This time I thought things were real. You said they were. What happened. You were a priority. Was I an option? I let you see a side of me that I dont share with anyone. Promises
are just words unless they are fulfilled. Knew from the beginning all I
had to offer you was my heart. Im sorry it wasnt enough. We'll go our own ways. And hopefully you'll remember the things Ive told you. And hopefully you'll understand that everything I said is in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this. But I've learned from it. But arent you supposed to learn from your mistakes. I dont consider this a mistake. I just wish the story didnt end this way. Cause Im still in love with the person who helped me write it. Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? Remember when we talked of where we'd be a year from now?