and though i'm really tryin' i think i may start cryin'
i finally got to get away from here, even if it was just for a weekend in zurich. i needed to get away from the people i usually spend my days with and i had to get away from this city because, as much as i love it, it was starting to close down on me.
i’m going through a very stressful time. as much as i like my job, i’m not enjoying it as much as i did before. i know is just a question of time but i really hope things will change very soon. every day there some minor drama going on - people slagging each other off, people blaming other people for their mistakes, clients not really knowing what they want but asking us to do it.
so, it was good to turn my phone off, hop on a train and spend a blissful 24 hours in zurich. not to mention the fact that i was with a very nice man, someone who’s been a good friend for a very long time now. as destiny wants it, our friendship’s turning into something more - and i’m not the one to object fate. our drunken one-night stand from a couple weeks ago was followed by daily text messages and long phonecalls.
we spent saturday afternoon drinking mojitos in my favourite downtown bar. by the time i was drunk, we moved on to dinner in a fancy little bistro and when i, after all the flirting and kissing, just wanted to go back to our hotel room it was time to go to the club where he was djing. i danced for hours and drank champagne aware of all the girls dancing in front of him and flirting with him and his friends.
after his set, we went to the vip room for a chat with some of his friends and for a couple more drinks. to my surprise he behaved like the perfect boyfriend. during the weekend he talked about us, about our future. i was scared at first, probably because it’s all happening really fast.
i told him i’m not quite sure about us and he said we should take things a step at the time and see where it’ll take us. i’m glad he understands what i’m talking about, because i’m really starting to like him more than just a friend or fuck buddy.
i’m going through a very stressful time. as much as i like my job, i’m not enjoying it as much as i did before. i know is just a question of time but i really hope things will change very soon. every day there some minor drama going on - people slagging each other off, people blaming other people for their mistakes, clients not really knowing what they want but asking us to do it.
so, it was good to turn my phone off, hop on a train and spend a blissful 24 hours in zurich. not to mention the fact that i was with a very nice man, someone who’s been a good friend for a very long time now. as destiny wants it, our friendship’s turning into something more - and i’m not the one to object fate. our drunken one-night stand from a couple weeks ago was followed by daily text messages and long phonecalls.
we spent saturday afternoon drinking mojitos in my favourite downtown bar. by the time i was drunk, we moved on to dinner in a fancy little bistro and when i, after all the flirting and kissing, just wanted to go back to our hotel room it was time to go to the club where he was djing. i danced for hours and drank champagne aware of all the girls dancing in front of him and flirting with him and his friends.
after his set, we went to the vip room for a chat with some of his friends and for a couple more drinks. to my surprise he behaved like the perfect boyfriend. during the weekend he talked about us, about our future. i was scared at first, probably because it’s all happening really fast.
i told him i’m not quite sure about us and he said we should take things a step at the time and see where it’ll take us. i’m glad he understands what i’m talking about, because i’m really starting to like him more than just a friend or fuck buddy.