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[suicide_child]

I said that I loved you,
did you know it was lie,
I put my body against you,
but I really don't know why,
your heart was beating,
but mine had died,
your eyes were tearful,
but mine do hide,
the truth of the matter,
that I don't care,
how much you loved me,
I don't have feelings to share,
I'm an empty shell,
with emotions to kill,
I'll laugh while you're hurting,
and you know I will,
its your fault this happened,
this never would be,
if you didn't try to fuck,
or be you easy,
you should have kept your legs closed,
and you head in check,
now you're all fucked up,
and your a nervous wreck,
I used to be a nice guy,
until you came along,
you screwed up my head,
and now my life is just wrong.