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today was probably one of the worse days. i had to break up with Cj... because of crazy shit we cant control. its fucking retarded. and i didnt want to. but i just couldnt live with that. so now im sitting here. going insane. last night i did something i wasnt supposed to. so i have that to think about as well. and i miss him insanely. i just dont know what to do with myself right now.