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Well tonight was interesting. I was supposed to meet up with chelsea, but see how she never called and i couldn't reach her that meeting never happened. But yeah, neway dave and zach came over. WHich ya know i didn't mind. I mean there my boys i don't care. They ate dinner and we had no ice cream, so naturally me, dave, zach and of course my mom (money and transportation supply)decided to run out and get some. These boys finished off an entire half-gallon of ice cream, between the two of them!!!!! I was floored and my mother was shocked. lol. It was really funny. So zach stayed till nine, my mom made him drive her home. lol. But dave stayed till like 11. We were watching troy. God i loved just sitting there having him hold me. It was amazing. I was in bliss. My dad kept ruining it though.
By the time my boys showed up it was like my dads 2nd drink. By the time we got back from the store he was on his fifth. He was stammering and laughing. He wouldn't stop trying to poke me. Or touch me. He touched me when dave was sitting next to me. He like poked my back wicked hard and then he piched my fat above my hips/ It hurt a lot and i think i got a small bruise there. It sucks. I really hate him when he's like this. When he's sober he's an ok dad, but i dunno, lately it's hard to remember a night where he was. I hate it when he's like this. He tried to massage my back like 3 times after dave left. I hate it. wtf. I wish he wasn't my dad. I wish i wasn't here.
By the time my boys showed up it was like my dads 2nd drink. By the time we got back from the store he was on his fifth. He was stammering and laughing. He wouldn't stop trying to poke me. Or touch me. He touched me when dave was sitting next to me. He like poked my back wicked hard and then he piched my fat above my hips/ It hurt a lot and i think i got a small bruise there. It sucks. I really hate him when he's like this. When he's sober he's an ok dad, but i dunno, lately it's hard to remember a night where he was. I hate it when he's like this. He tried to massage my back like 3 times after dave left. I hate it. wtf. I wish he wasn't my dad. I wish i wasn't here.