Dec 18, 2004 12:52
Doctors appointment was pointless and I was about 30mins away from Pittsburgh =/ Damn well had to go x-mas shopping with my mom early as fuck this morning I just kinda zoned out and walked aimlessly. Then went to eat chines I got light headed and sick and blah long story short I ended up pukeing in a chines restuant bathroom x_x it sucked I was about to just pass out on the bathroom floor. So my mom wants me to get blood work done AGAIN! Damnit I have lost count of all the blood that has been takin from my body in the past hell not even a year! I hate getting my blood taken it's cool to watch an all but for me its like nails on a chalk bored that feeling of blood getting sucked out of you and I have gotten blood test before pretty much because of the same reason and only thing we firgured out is low sugar but who knows what it is now hopefully Ill puke up my stomac and drop dead. -sigh- but there only hopes.
Me and Rick are so fucked its horrible okay we are moving back and shit and thats cool I feel bad and shit and it's bullshit cause the whole repackin crap but I don't have that much shit so it's not so bad but where we get anal raped in this is that my dad said he won't come with us. WTF and my moms just like fine fuck you about it wtf hows my dad just gonna leave me and Rick agin? Oh well fuck him I have friends that have been in my life just as long as my dad has been and I'm not gonna go down to FL for months to see my dad if he leaves us cause if he really wanted to be with us he would stay right? Well I guess I won't let it get to me now I'll deal with it when it comes...