Tired.
If I had it my way today wouldn't exist. Come to think of it, a lot of things would be better off not existing in my opinion. I have a crazy work load of school stuff I have this week and I barely have time to think about it all, let alone study it and be able to puke it out on an exam. We'll see how it goes though. This math exam has me worried out of my mind though... if I don't do well on it I'm so screwed for even coming close to graduating. And I really want to graduate as soon as possible because I really don't want to be here anymore. I'm putting so much pressure on myself to succeed so I can just get the fuck out and be happy again. Nothing else is working so running away from it sounds like the plan for me. Plus, getting educated somewhere other than from my undergrad degree sounds fantastic to me... considering it'll help out with getting my Phd eventually. I am really getting ahead of myself though. One step at a time, right? One.. pass this math class. Two... graduate from Rutgers. Three... leave. Sounds real good.